Sure, you did something wrong.
You even hate yourself for it.
You relive it over and over and over and over again.
Somehow, it doesn’t make you feel any better.
You’ve sent gifts.
You’ve sent guilt gifts and spent “guilt” time with them.
Nothing absolves you.
Yin Yang and Karma would have us believe doing more good will offset the bad.
You keep doing more good things.
But even your doing has an agenda, so it is really good?
Easter is coming. Won’t you try talking to a Pastor?
Find absolution, not in doing good things, giving gifts, or running from the pain of guilt, but in Jesus. This year, instead of going to church on Easter (your once a year gig) because of guilt, why not talk to a pastor? Call them. Schedule an appointment with them. Tell them about your guilt. Tell them why you don’t have a relationship with Jesus.
Ask your questions.
Ask me questions. Ask me for help in finding a church or let me help connect you with a pastor?
Talk to me.